fucked up eh?

get over my security? how am i supposed to do that when you're so reluctant to leave your bed for me. just because of school you cannot wake up an hour earlier to see me. and i guess i should go and talk to the person who i made out with previously again i guess? and get her attention just like what you're doing?

everyone needs attention and.. i need yours. but you're being so cold and shitty to me these few days. i'm really like whatever. don't ask me why im so angry, you asked me to fool. and all i can do is to rant it out here i guess. at least blogger gives me attention.

no, i won't say it was a bad decision on 150508. it was a great one, i had fun, and i found love, and i don't wish that this would fall apart. but once in a while can it not be my fault. As in . i don't have to explain things and that you would see it for yourself. whatever man.


i won't mean a thing if i did what he did to you anyway eh? you would still like come and view my friendster once in a while. read my blog ? and like 2 months later comment me or something.. yeah maybe i'll get your attention then.

babe..

recently. there has been far too many problems and i just can't seem to make things right. its because of the way i react to things.. without thinking, i would just do whatever my instinct tells me, and usually it just ends up hurting people and im sick of it. because its hurting the one i love. and it all just leads to hurting me even more...


i know i told you this before, that if unhappiness is all i bring you, then i shouldn't be with you.. and that i want to see your smile. but well i take that back. i'm a selfish-ass-bastard that want you to be with me, to laugh with me, to play, to tease and to love me.


and yes i'm sure thats all i want. all those leeching, and suan-ing and teasing, i accepted those, just because of this want of mine. and now i don't want you anymore. i need you.


don't leave me.


nobody in the world would be able to take your place to fill the void which you would, leave