this is what i feel

this is where i feel i stand in your point of view...

Sleep
meeting other people
ya xun
go out with friends
tired
lazy
me..
irritating people..
and some other stuffs.


ah well

man.

i really don't see whats wrong with 3 years. or even an eternity with you. but man, i just needed to know that we're going somewhere... pfft.. look if you're getting sick of this already. tell me. i know you don't want to bring my hopes up too high. but if thats the case... sigh i don't know. i don't want to leave you. nor do i want you to leave me. but but. its just not fair.. life's never fair.. i'm sure i will never find someone like you ever again. and i won't be looking around. if we don't work out. it shall be my last serious relationship till i think im finally ready to settle down.. no. my last... relationship.