AM I JUST STUPID?

it PISSES me while i let all the chances fly pass and reject all advances to see you brushing other peoples hair.

and its like him and him SO COOL. and liu jing is like. i dont even want to talk about him. Im much better appreciated else where.and i know that.

i really don't want any of this. i want happiness. we're not falling apart. i am. And when should i know to hit the buzzer? i know i'm hurting you. but you're hurting me too girl. Empty promises. long hours beside the phone. Persistent that you hadn't forget and bluffing myself that you would surprise me? *sends a reminder*, disappointed with the reply.

you love me? do you? i don't see it. Its easier said then done girl. i really need you to prove it to me.

what am i doing.. i need to sleep think. think this through. because there has been too much of this bullshit going out.

i pray. i pray for happiness